I don't know.

I don’t know.

But I’m trusting.

I don’t know.

But I know I can be present.

I don’t know.

But that’s okay.

Much of my life, not knowing felt like a problem that needed to be solved.

Ask a question.
Get an answer.

Not knowing felt like ignorance.
Stupidity.
Why would you do or trust or follow or listen to or open up to something you don’t know?

Mostly,
I thought
You shouldn’t.
Be smart I told myself.
And was told.

I don’t know became a space I would go,
Only when triggered.
When feeling utterly overwhelmed.
I don’t know felt like weakness.
Like giving up.

But what if
I don’t know is the secret.

What if
Knowing
With intellect
With mind
With logic

Is so much of what gets in the way
Of trusting.
Of presence.
Of KNOWING
With full body.
And essence.

And what if
I don’t know could not only free you from needing to know,
But also give you the gift of
KNOWING.

If I have one piece of feedback for myself from my last round of courses...

It would be that I answered too many questions.
I told them how it is,
Instead of letting them be with the not knowing.

It’s in the NOT knowing
That we can LIVE the answers we seek.

As you can probably already tell,
There’s lot of mystery in this upcoming round: IDENTITY.

But it’s not to be mysterious.
It’s to confront us with the truth
That not knowing is the only way
To truly KNOW.

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Got some news coming tomorrow,
In the meantime, waitlist if you want it.

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