I felt a pit in my stomach...

I woke up this morning with a familiar pit in my stomach.

It yells.
"I'm not doing enough."

I'm currently on vacation in Mexico with my family. I'm at a BEAUTIFUL resort living my most amazing life.
Can't complain, right?

And then comes the guilt. 
The guilt says to me,
"You didn't earn this."
"You don't deserve this."
"You should be working harder."

And so I sit.
Frozen. 
Feeling so heavy. 

Here I am in this amazing place, 
And I'm stressed.
How dare I?

I try to tell myself, "Just enjoy Jessie."
But something in me holds on to the guilt.

That's her. That's my inner good girl. Holding on. She's afraid.


My friend tells me exciting things about my online course, and I feel more frozen. 
I'm completely stuck.
My good girl is in panic. 


And so,
I do the WORK. 
I connect to my body and talk to her. 
My good girl.
My guilt. 

And she talks back.
She tells me what she needs.
And I listen. 

And then I remember:

I AM NOT MY GOOD GIRL. 

She is a piece of me. A piece that has been trained, and disciplined, and hurt, and rewarded. 
But I AM NOT her, and she IS NOT me. Not all of me. 

And so the bigger part of me holds her. 

And all of the sudden, she's okay. 

You see, breaking up with your inner good girl is not a process of guilt, shame, or suppression.
It is a process of love.
Of listening.

THIS is what my upcoming course is about. 
The good girl within you is CALLING OUT TO YOU. 
That voice that tells you you are not enough, you are not living up, that's her. 
That's her REACHING FOR YOU.
She NEEDS you to listen.            

And when you listen, you start to feel your wholeness.
You touch the parts of you that are ready to live in faith, rather than fear. 
You taste the pieces of you that believe in the YOU that's real. 

In this course, you learn how to do this "work" on your own. 
You BECOME your own best healer. 

And we must DO THIS TOGETHER.

Do it with me.
Do it with other women.
Do it now.

Sign up before March 1 and receive a hefty discount.
We journey together on March 15. 

Join me.

I love you.

Xo,

Jessie